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Waiting to say goodbye, awaiting a loneliness I've already grown accustomed to. The illness made it impossible for us to touch. Space shan't hold germs. <>[[BLAST OFF|1]]<> :: 1 [count] <>T-love<>T-10<> <> :: 2 [count] <>T-bills<>T-9<> <> :: 3 [count] <>T-friends<>T-8<> <> :: 4 [count] <>T-home<>T-7<> <> :: 5 [count] <>T-safety<>T-6<> <> :: 6 [count] <>T-warmth<>T-5<> <> :: 7 [count] <>T-hate<>T-4<> <> :: begin [title2] <>are you [[alone|storystart]] or [[awake|storystart]]?<>are you [[alone|spaceagain1]] or [[awake|spaceagain2]]?<> :: storystart Let me retrace my steps.. Hazy fogginess clouds my memory. Nothing I'd be without as the temporary amnesia soothes my mind.. It left earth a long time [[ago|story]]. <> :: space4 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/man1.gif]] <>So..you wanna hear my story?<> <> :: 8 [count] <>T-parents<>T-3<> <> :: 9 [count] <>T-death<>T-2<> <> :: 10 [count] <>T-everything<>T-1<> <> :: 11 [count] @@font-size: 20%;no wait..@@ <>BLAST OFF!<> <> :: space3 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/man2.gif]] <>So..you wanna hear my story?<> <> :: space5 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/man1.gif]] <>So..you wanna hear my story?<> <> :: space6 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/man2.gif]] <>So..you wanna hear my story?<><> <><> :: shuttle1 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/shuttel1.gif]] <> :: shuttle2 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/shuttel2.gif]] <> :: shuttle3 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/shuttel3.gif]] <> :: shuttle4 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/shuttel4.gif]] <> :: shuttle5 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/shuttel5.gif]] <> :: shuttle6 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/shuttel6.gif]] <> :: shuttle7 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/shuttel7.gif]] <> :: shuttle8 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/shuttel8.gif]] <> :: shuttle9 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/shuttel1.gif]] <> :: liftoff10 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/alone_awake_base101.gif]] <> :: liftoff [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/alone_awake_base1.gif]] <> :: liftoff2 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/alone_awake_base21.gif]] <> :: liftoff3 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/alone_awake_base31.gif]] <> :: liftoff4 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/alone_awake_base41.gif]] <> :: liftoff5 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/alone_awake_base51.gif]] <> :: liftoff6 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/alone_awake_base61.gif]] <> :: liftoff7 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/alone_awake_base71.gif]] <> :: liftoff8 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/alone_awake_base81.gif]] <> :: liftoff9 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/alone_awake_base91.gif]] <> :: m1 <> <> :: look <>I loved the view. Nothing but possibilities. The tiresome walk upwards my own mountain didn't affect me at all. I was glad. I was filled with joy. The silence was even more remarkable at the top. The only thing ruining my sense of loneliness was the wreckage - a small spot in my mind, that could not be washed away by my intellect. I had to put my plans on hold..<> At the top I cried. Silently sobbing, saving my emotions to not kill myself by overusing oxygen. I pulled myself together and felt that death would conquer me. It could be in 5 hours or in 5 minutes (probably the latter). Nothing was to be seen except the wreckage. My former steel home, where I had space suit clad colleagues.<> And then..movement! Was someone [[alive|alive]]? :: alive <> I scurried towards the wreckage. Angry at whoever it is that disobeys me! The fog on the inside of my helmet made it hard to see. I stumbled. I fell. I got up. I ran as fast as gravity would bear, just making sure I didn't loose the only weapon I had: the hammer. <> I rejected all thoughts of risk and reward. My canister was soon empty, and the fucking hammer I carried around was of no value. If someone was alive I could maybe team up with him or her and survive. But for how long? <> I stopped just behind a rock. Not wanting to startle whoever might be alive. Pieces of the wreckage was scattered all over the crash site. I [[continued|cont]]. :: cont <> I was in luck. My former crew member did not see me so I hurried toward the ship. I was shocked to see that it was actually still operational. No exterior damage that'd stop someone from leaving. This could not be! I snuck aboard without being seen. And I also left without being seen. Sabotaging whatever I could. <> I didn't see my crew member (but I hoped it was Atkinson) so I started looking around the pieces. After a quick analysis I realized that the lack of oxygen must have suffocated the fire and saved the ship. The positioning was not a problem. I only hoped that some fuel was left and would suffice to blast us from this rock. Even though we'd float for an eternity, I would not die here. <> Suddenly the shuttle door closed. And I [[froze|liftoff]]. <> :: mountain <>This was my mountain! I gave it my name and decided to climb it. To mount the mountain I thought and laughed inside my helmet, listening to my own madness. Halfway to the top I could still see the wreckage. But something was different. The orange and red glow was no more. Fire was like me as it needed oxygen. But still something was..off.<> The mountain was big, but not too big. I made some calculations in the sand beneath my feet, saving each breathe not to waste to my air. My canister was half empty already and the risk of climbing the mountain could kill me. But at the same time it would provide me with a scouting point where I could see.... whatever there was too see.<> At the top I [[probed the terrain|look]]. :: goodbye <> The pod contained little of value. Nothing more than a way for me to document my destiny. <> Among the wreckage I found one of the crew member's belongings. A camera. I provide you with this warning. <> farewell.... <> :: empty <>At touchdown I created my own solitude. Much awaited. Unfortunately it required death. Fire in space is seldom seen. Even rarer are astronaut torches. <>Touchdown was without cheers. But screams. Space fire - spectacular without any spectators to Instagram it. An accident where the crew acted as matches. I ran. I screamed. I survived.<> [[I left|left]].. :: left <>Alone.. The word fondles the tongue and I enjoy how it made me feel. I needed no one. I craved nothing. I went on a walk. Complete silence in a barren wasteland where I could only catch a glimpse of the fleshy bonfire I've created.<>My immediate thought was to find refugee. I only got one can of oxygen. Only one hammer from the wreckage. Grieving had to pause as I focused everything on controlling the panic that brew inside me. How about water? Food... <> How would I [[survive|eat]]? :: where <><><><><> :: eat <>My mind played much appreciated tricks on me. I heard other (new) voices in my head. Voices that justified my actions. I roamed a new world, filled with options. I renounced my old name and baptized me in a mixture of blood and urine. I was now GOD! <>I was desperate. No radio comms functioned. The wreckage could contain some shelter, oxygen or protein bars. But my retina held memories I wouldn't want to see again. It struck me: I didn't even know which of the nine moons we landed on. It could take forever for a rescue crew to locate me.<> And where should I go? All was deserted. But I needed to explore. [[Left, towards the mountain|m1]] [[Right, towards the crater|c1]] :: crater <> I had always dreamt of my own lake. A place where I could fish the fish I wanted to fish. Without being disturbed. I knew little to nothing about lakes but it often required a hole of sorts. And here it was. In less than a few hours I had went from a mere astronaut with nothing to show for, to a ruler with a mountain and a soon to be lake.<> The crater was definitely not new. Not that big either so I figured that the low gravity might have affected the impact somehow. I was angry with me for believing the crater might contain something of value.<> At the bottom I saw something [[shiny|shiny]]. :: shiny <> I more or less ran, excited as a small child down to the bottom of the crater. My thoughts of oxygen where few and instead memories from summers filled my head - rolling down grassy knolls. Eating ice cream, playing with friends, torturing small animals. <> Carefully I traveled down the crater. Saving my breathe and not loosing my mind. Once again I felt I did something stupid. That the canister had kept me alive this long was a miracle. But my only other choice was to accept death, waiting for it on a rock. That shiny object could be..something.. I thought to myself, not thinking with reason.<> Some sand covered the metal that had grabbed my attention. I wiped it off. Revealing something even bigger. A [[door|enter]]. :: enter <> I was afraid. That feeling of control was fading. I was the GOD OF THIS SIMPLE MOON! Cyrillic letters on the door. Human made. I stopped. Just for a seconds. Listening to my breathe. Trying to keep up with my mind. It seemed old. Deserted. A good sign. <> The writing made me feel warm. It was human. Even though it probably had been here for a while it might contain something of value. Maybe.. salvation. <> I opened the door, using all my brute force to [[unlock|inside]] the old door. :: inside <> Emptiness had never felt so good. A corpse. Nay! A former cosmonaut. I ravaged the small pod to see if anything was alive, so I could make sure that everything was dead. Calm and soothing was the death that filled the pod. I had but nothing to fear but some old electronics.. <>BANG!<> <>I turned around towards the now closed door. Seeing a vengeful crew member. The ashes on the helmet made it hard to see who it was but I calmed myself when I realized that he not just closed the door, but also broke it.<> <> The fallen space colleague acted as proof of my own fears. Death was imminent. No air, food or communications was to be found. The only use I had for this pod was as a shelter for probable sand storms. <>BANG!<> <>I turned around towards the now closed door. Seeing one of my crew members. Eyes looked mad. A pounding made me realize that he didn't just shut the door, but made sure I'd never come out.<> <> [[What now?|end]] :: end <> But I was a GOD?! How could this happen? I banged on the door until my fists bled inside my suit. I was frustrate, not due to my imminent death but to my lack of power. What to do now? <> In a way I felt saved. It was no longer up to me if I would die or survive. A mad man had made that decision for me. I sat down in the pod. Looking around.. <> The only thing of value I found.. was a [[camera|goodbye]]. <> :: c1 <> <> :: spacewalk [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/walk1.gif]] <> <><><> :: spacewalk2 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/walk2.gif]] <> :: spacewalk3 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/walk3.gif]] <> :: spacewalk4 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/walk4.gif]] <> :: spacewalk5 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/walk5.gif]] <> :: spacewalk6 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/walk6.gif]] <> <><><> <><><> <><><><><><> :: spacewalk7 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/walk7.gif]] <><><><><> <><><> <><><><><><><> :: camera [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/hammer1.gif]] <> :: camera2 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/hammer2.gif]] <> :: camera3 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/hammer3.gif]] <> :: camera4 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/hammer4.gif]] <> :: camera5 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/hammer5.gif]] <> :: camera6 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/hammer6.gif]] <> :: camera7 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/hammer7.gif]] <> :: camera8 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/hammer8.gif]] <> :: camera9 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/hammer9.gif]] <> :: camera10 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/hammer10.gif]] <> :: camera11 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/hammer11.gif]] <> :: camera12 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/hammer12.gif]] <> :: camera13 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/hammer13.gif]] <> :: camera14 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/hammer14.gif]] <><><><> :: camera15 [image] [img[http://corruptreality.files.wordpress.com/2013/12/hammer15.gif]] <> <><><><> :: end2 [title2] end.